Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Boots For Sale





SELLING MY BOOTS ANYTHING JUS CONTACT ME TRU MY E-MAIL
Price:$130
Original price:$200

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Di Bulan Ramadann...

haha daaa nk masok 2 minggu puasa baruu nk update..! biasa la...okay.. alhamdullilah so far puasa telah menjalan dgn lancar.. dan begitu jugalah dgn hidupku.. tapi tak sgt la.. laptop rosak. hp rosak.. sooo begitulah ceritanye.. okay .. and alhamdulillah me and my baby have move on to our next level of relationship.. we are embracing the month of ramadan.. and walaupun so far this two weeks dpt jumpa 3-4 times aje.. and kadang2 ade downside dia.. tapi we still stand strong together! our patience has increased greatly even tho we rarely meet and menerima segalaa gala dugaan.. and terutama skali.. im very very very proud of him! sebab! dlm bulan puasa nie sentiasa ade dugaan.. and my baby make it tru whole day in army completing his fast! IM sooo proud of him!! and 1ST TIME DPT SAMBUT RAMADAN DGN ENCIK TAUFIK WALAUPUN 3 TAHUN SEKOLAH BERSAMA :) hehe

I can never stop being thankful to god for having such a wonderful boyfriend in my life who has been watching out for me.. every steps i took..loving and caring for me unconditionally.. dan yang paleng penting- RESPECT, HONESTY & KESETIAANnya..- terhadap ku.. walaupun.. we dun really get what we want like having the chances to meet each other always tapi yg ku tahu..cintanya terhadap ku tak pernah mati dan kesetiannya tak pernah hancur.... I LOVE HIM TO BITS. sayang dia mcm nk apeee tau! takde org akan mengerti!

so what have been doing for this ramadan.. basically home cooked food! masak sane sini untuk berbuka. i simply love the cooking and tasting and savour the aroma of the dishes appreciating simple simple spices to wonderful heavenly dishes! and..! o yea.. tak saba nk buat kek kukus untuk baby and i tell mama alll about this.. bab kek kukus nie mama nye speciality! and yess she going to teachh meee!! hehe tak saba! so baby.. u kene mam kasi abiz k?! kekeke... and also baking kuih makmurrr untuk kasi mama baby i and his family... TAK SABA.. mlm nanti, adalah pertama kali, baby and me going geylang cari bajuu camer2! weeehee!!!

Friday, August 28, 2009

My hands, They tremble cold

It was the first time, we ever fought so bad over the fon. i was feeling the heat surge in my body. i know its my fault for sparkin him off. tapi. bile ku mrajuk.. ku juga mahu dipujuk mcm baby.. baby.. yg cute sgt2? u know. its my fault too for being so hard on him but.. sigh.. aku nie.. memg la manja sgt2 sometimes over. and jus so sometimes i jus wan my guy too nvr stop trying to pujuk with bunga2 cinta that really makes me melt inside even if how hard i tried to resist.............. tapi setiap org tu ade kesabaran. and so i blew it off.
i was fuming.. and so he is.. and we wereeeeeee like ahh hee ape itu ini.. but honestly inside. i wanna close my eyes and wished that this was juss a nervous nightmare.......... but wen i open my eyes... it wasnt. it's COLD hard truth that we were fightin.

my pms jus adds more disaster to my emotion...it controlled me.... for the first time.. kesabaran ku hilg. i cannot control my anger no matter how deepen many breaths i took. IT jus wouldnt work. i was like the most crankiest and angry woman alive... but deep inside me.. i wan to turn back time an dlisten to his giggles and wished I never took that miserable mistake.

walaupun marah, i still love him fiercely tho. i dun wanna lose what i have now. he's the dream guy i dream of every night and my own fairytal, to be. i love him I LOVE him.......... (: with my heart and love and trust in every way honey (: <3

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I HATE PMS >:(

I RRRRREALY hate pms! suxxxxx! boring bingit mcm nk pekik pun ade. irritating betul. i feel so GEEEEEEEEEEERAM NOW. dunno y.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

me against time

Its been a while since i last blog. and i gotta say its already mid august.. QUITE fast ey? i still havent do my maths homework becoz afternoon are meant for me to sleep.. well that was a badddd exccusee.. i mean i gotta do it now or never and i can kiss my grade GOODBYE. ok thats about maths... well honestly.... i have good the topics in my hand.. JUST not enough practice!

Last 3 days... was sweeet.. my sugarplum has his time off and we had been spending good quality time together! not only it was sweet.. there's a lil bitter and sour adds on to it.. well having a row doesn't mean we hate each other... it jus set our differences and yea.. we learn more abt each other and being patience.! OH YEA.! i jus remembered. we bought a pair of ripcurls slipperssss each and itt loookkk quite similarrr AND CUTE! i lovveee it! and my dearest bought me a dirty off white ripcurl bag to go along withhhh.. I DEFINITELY love it to the coree of Heavennss! andyesterday was our third movie together .. watched G.I JOE, with abg ain and kak fad. pLeasant surprise from someone... (: im vry happy for the someone! I loveee him for being such a respectful gentlleman that loveeeeeeeeeees me for i am and shower with me tons of care and concern! to add on more joyyy in our life! its like 11 days moreee to our 7 mth! sekeeejapp kann... betul2 tk percaya my dream guy is part of my life now. SUch blessing... and talkin abt blessing.. Bulan Ramadhan akan menjelang tak lama lagi..syg and me are looking forward to a blessful month together for the first time..

Having u in my life changes everything.. you gave me the confidence and oxygen to breathe in again and feel alive. and definitely change my view about love... that love is a such a sweet and pleasant journey with full of care, respect, patience and giving. I used to be that dropout-giving up- depressed and lost girl back then.. But My Deearest Taufik, has shown me the light and guidance to hold on my hand and walk with me....
I love you very much with all my heart and miss you very dearly.
You Mean The World To Me

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Satu Jam

You are the greatest guy i ever met.. and i nvr wanna let u go.. sometimes.. words cant express everything for you... and so sometimes i took it in a different way.. actions.. .. and i hope... our love will nvr die.. even if the future is unknown....

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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My love for u will never die....
it will nvr... die..